Confesstion - I still have bitterness

So I found out yesterday that my sister in law is pregnant. Without trying of course. Even though I'm pregnant, this still stung so much. I'm still bitter that people that seem undeserving can get pregnant naturally and we had to spend over $12,000 to get to this place. The most annoying part is that I know my twins won't receive as much both in attention and in physical things because my SIL is "less fortunate" than us. Which I understand, but it doesn't make it any easier. I thought once I was pregnant this would pass but I guess not.

Week 12 Update - New Pictures!

Today was my 12 week appointment. They did the NT scan which was normal for both babies. They were moving all around today! The doctor guessed boy/girl. I get it confirmed next Saturday.

Baby A:

 

 





Baby B:

This is the last week of my first trimester! I'm feeling better on some days, and then other days are still super rough. Today was one of those days. I threw up twice before I left for work and got sick again while trying to eat lunch. Yesterday was a good day though. Other than that I just stay tired from taking the Zofran but I don't have many other symptoms. Some occasional hot flashes and weepiness. I can't wait to find out what I'm having!!

Week 11 Update

I may start doing these each month instead of each week as not much is going on right now. I'm still very sick every day and I now have to take Zofran twice a day or I'm constantly throwing up. We are doing my gender reveal on May 27, so less than 3 weeks away. I can't wait I'm so excited to by clothes. I have some family that is coming into town this weekend for my brother's birthday, so I'm excited about seeing them. I haven't gained any weight in the past month or so, but my stomach definitely is harder and getting rounder. I crave sweets some especially Froot Loops with marshmallows. I can pretty easily find the babies with the Doppler now and they seem to be the most active in the mornings. I just cant wait to feel them moving.