Still waiting.. Cycle 13 has arrived

Cycle 13 arrived with a vengeance yesterday around noon. At least I was fully expecting it so I didn't cry this month. I was apparently right about my Ovulation day as I had a normal 15 day LP which is perfectly normal for me. It was a 29 day cycle which is also normal for me. We are still waiting on DH's test results and we are both about to go bonkers. Poor DH can't even sleep at night it's on his mind so much. I'll update this post if we receive them today. Fingers crossed...

UPDATE on 7/25 - The docot's office called and said all of DH's results won't be in until next week. Pretty bummed about that.  They did tell me that his testosterone was around 250 which is very low for his age.  That is usually indicative of high FSH which means non-obstructive azoospermia.  He's pretty upset about this as am I. We are waiting on the other test results to confirm this diagnosis.

Anxiously waiting for the test results

The doctor's office called yesterday and said they were waiting for 1 more part of DH's test results to come back and that they couldn't give me any information until it came in. They told me to call today (Friday) and see if it had come in and if not to try again Monday. We're SO nervous and just ready for some answers..

UPDATE - we did not get the results today so now we have to wait until Monday:(

DH is really struggling

I feel so bad for DH.  He's really having a hard time with all of this uncertainty.  Things have been really tense between us as we have different goals right now.  I just want a baby, I don't care where it comes from or who's genes are in it.  DH only wants to consider a 100% biological child of both of us.  It's really wearing on me as I really don't want to spend a lot of time and a whole lot of money on more tests and procedures on him when in the end we will have MAYBE a 20% chance of getting a baby if everything works out.  I want to just move on to donor sperm or embryo adoption.  We are still waiting on the results of his blood work which will tell us more about our options and if there's any chance we could even surgically retrieve sperm from him.  I just want a baby.