Gotta love it when...

Your coworker tells you she's pregnant and she "wasn't even trying" and that she "really didn't even want a baby yet." I tried so hard to mask my emotions. She has no idea that I'm struggling with infertility, but it still hurt so bad. Now for the next 9 months I have to watch her be pregnant and happy while I'm over here going to doctor visits and just wishing a miracle would happen. I spent a few minutes crying in my office. I know life goes on but I wish it would slow down for me for just a little bit and let me "catch up."