Father's Day sucked.

Today has been tough. Someone at church told my husband "I had hoped I could tell you happy Father's Day, but I guess it'll have to wait another year", and then looked at me like I was doing something wrong. As of today wasn't already hard enough. I'm sick of this. BFNs make me miserable and emotional and I can't do it anymore. Today I deleted all of my apps and I'm no longer tracking anything. I'll keep blogging somewhat, but I can't keep doing this to myself. It's miserable.